Monday, March 7, 2011

Why?

Price has asked WHY for a lot of things. Normally I say "just because" if I don't know the answer......

But today was different...

Price has been having bad dreams lately.
He says he dreams of strangers taking him away.

I have told him that God is always with him. I have told him to pray about it and ask the Lord for comfort. I have told him that God will take away his Fears.

He knows every word to the Veggie Tales song "God is Bigger" (then the Boogie Man, he's bigger then Godzilla or the Monsters on TV. God is bigger then the Boogie Man and he's watching over you and me!..... just in case you weren't familiar.....)

But still.....he's scared!

Every night when he starts to get scared, we pray, ALWAYS asking God to take away Prices bad dreams and bring him comfort through the night.

But still......he has bad dreams.

When I told him to pray about it again, he said "God NEVER takes my bad dreams away so why should I pray?"

I stopped a moment and thought about it........ but I'm not sure how to answer his question. I'm not prepared. I'm unsure myself.

I, personally, have so many "Whys?" to ask the Lord.......a lot of unanswered prayers.

But it's all about faith! Right?

But I don't know how to teach a 4 year old about faith and trust. Especially when I struggle with my own sometimes.

But a very special friend taught me that my Faith in the Lord can't be circumstantial. That I must have the same FAITH thru the good and bad and TRUST that the Lord is in control and has a reason for the "Whys" of our life.

Struggling makes us stronger, and I know that the ups and downs of our life is all in His plan, so I will teach Price to trust that there is a reason for unanswered prayers. Maybe these dreams will make him stronger, braver, more careful around strangers....... I'm not sure. But I know there is a reason, and Trusting in the Lord will be my answer.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I have struggled with the same thing as M says..."why can't we have another baby" if I asked her if she prayed about it, she says "I have prayed...in the summer, in the winter, in the fall and in the spring and He still has not answered me." I have a hard time knowing how to answer other than He WILL answer your prayers in His time and sometimes not in our time....just being patient and waiting on Him because He never fails. I hope this encourages you today to press forward because what a blessing it would be if our children learn faith at this young age. I pray that this will be the things that minister to them even now at 4-5 years old.

Jennifer Mc

amyop said...

You are a great mommy Ash! I love this post! I think it hits in the top 5:) See you soon!

Amy said...

I agree with Amy. You are such a wonderful Mom! Very sweet post.

Take care!